i’m driving on state lines,pretending you’re standing there. but i know your feet will never be where my eyes fall again. moving on is something i’ve always had trouble with but this year i swear i’ll get past it. if i had a backyard,i would bury all my memories of you in it. everything that we had would die right down in the dirt. i wish i had the guts to say this to your face but the past five years took everything i had and ripped it out of me. you used to make me feel like i was something,now you make me feel like absolutely nothing. i want to fall asleep and wake up four years ago. we were just kids who didn’t know what love was or what we were digging ourselves into. i want to know if you ever hear all of these sad fucking songs i write about you.